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Stood next to you,\nenamoured in a parking lot. Judged no one.\n \nThat’s what love is. Temperature swings, ice\nbreaking on the river. Thuds that imitate a whale call.\n\nYears falter. They’re not to be trusted\nLike weather, they sever expectations.\n \nBeg me open. I will be merciful.\nWhat bargains we have made to be here."],"Note":["[{\"note\":\"Carlos A. Pittella\",\"type\":\"Cataloguer\"}]"],"Related_works":["[{\"url\":\"https://headlightanthology.ca/archive/n24/this-that/\",\"citation\":\"Bush Anderson, Benjamin.  THIS THAT. Headlight Anthology, no. 24, 2023, pp. 50–53.\"}]"],"_version_":1853670549183528960,"timestamp":"2026-01-07T14:59:53.772Z","score":8.571309}]